Shadowsongs
I'm watching Bladerunner tonight, and it occurs to me that melancholia is a lot more attractive when one has an art director, good lighting, and an interested audience.
In a solitary room, with no noise but that of the fans, there isn't much that's romantic about being in that mood, other than that it gives a little extra frisson to having selected a movie that's so perfectly in keeping with it.
After a pause to wash the cat fur off me (she doesn't seem to realize that it's a billion degrees and muggy in here), I pulled out the Nikon to see if I could make myself some similarly good mood lighting.
I have always loved the light (or lack of it) in Deckard's apartment. So tawny and dusty-seeming.
It's all just about the color and feel of that amber whiskey he drinks out of the perfectly square handmade glass.
I'm surprised Crate and Barrel never copied those glasses outright. They are beautiful, and in synch with the angles and weird square relief designs carved into the balcony.
Anyway.
Lacking an audience, not to mention Ridley Scott to paint up my face and make me look like an eerie nine-foot-tall ragdoll (Pris), the photos don't do much to make me feel dramatic and vive la melacholie.
But they looked rather nice in black and white, I thought.

I think the reason your melancholy isn't working is that you're wearing orange, yellow, and pink striped socks. Think "Sackcloth" and "ashes".